Her music is not for the faint hearted someone said, not for the faint hearted? My ears started, pulse raced my hibernating soul stirred but my faint heart kept beating disproving the notion absolutely entirely, faint heart be damned my ears are crammed.
We all move, instinctively, to melody, rhythm that moves me, moves us, we sway, stomp we glide, Transitions when seamless allow opportunity, to intrude, break through, allow our heart freedom, profound to glide, to sway on this sacred ground.
If you picture the scene, we mean humans move between all the places we’re meant to be places we know, if we are unhurried, unsullied by the stab of stress and woe, we may glide an economic expression of spirituality.
Aspirations invite review, we have many platforms on this line passengers know this station seamless integration, from carriage to platform and carriage again gliding like my hands over silk pleasure in the moment drives the destination an aspirational devotion.
My veins clogged with sugar and fat, who is that? Looking in my direction. I pant from increasing my pace his face looks wild. Lungs bursting from smoke and grime is it my time?
I will repent, become an apostle Lord if you spare me a day. Suddenly the sun breaks through cloud the man brushes by me.
Oh, was I too hasty? I reward myself with pastry, black coffee. Who will know? I withdraw my offer to the heavens.
Let me sit on this bench, catch my breath don’t fear death, until you see him, I guess.
Apostle? perhaps tomorrow if it is fine or perhaps the world may end, anyway.
I’m listening to P J Harvey, (my good fortune) falling in love a little (one day there’ll be a place for us) her voice so achingly real, I am stricken falling in love with any sensual soul who soars and turns in flight, the sheer accomplishment to be above it all.
The litter of my life clogs my brain ephemera, the stuff always hinting at what my identity when she sings, oh my heart (one day there’ll be a place for us) pictures us walking side by side,
It is a lie fantasy paralyzing enticing distracting always seeking diversion no pain no gain! forget the gain, the pain will come but now I’m just in love a little bit right now (one day there’ll be).
I can hear, if these suburban sounds abate, voices lost on the wind swirling, whirling around my straining ears, sincere and soulful calling out to me.
I write wistfully to honour the possibility of a world I cannot see where all those who loved, laughed and lost are tossed on waves of the endless air.
I don’t know if I craftily conjure these whispered entreaties as I sip my morning coffee, mystery has its’ allure, I’m sure if they see me then they would cry.
I sit and drink on in that reverie, knowledge seems so uncertain, shadows of life and death a thin lace curtain blowing in the wind like my room welcomes cool air after heat.
If we meet dear friend in that evening light, we may pass by silently caught up in thought, unaware of how close our life strands are seeking to connect, always connect.
Everyone has a story in them you just have to get it out, oh Lord oh Lord poetry is irrelevent, do something useful, why don’t you! if your lost go find yourself, Oh oh oh divine energy fill me please…
Why wasn’t I gifted? I grifted, drifted shoplifted my inspirations from many nations many stations I chose to stay on the train daydreaming, Oh lord if you want to write, get a cat and grab a coffee that’s all writers need! get up to speed, slow down and try harder take a day off, it will flow, if you let go don’t lose sight of your goals, you’re too focused my god these locusts! they plague me, oh Lord send me a balm my arm is itching…
If you buy these books they contain the pearls that were his eyes, the lies we tell ourselves, poets can make it real they cannot be trusted, I would follow him follow her, for the words, Oh Lord is the water warm enough in heavens ponds I am shy, I show off in crowds quiet and then loud, sends me some harmony! we all have a story in us….
Send me rain Lord, I am barren, dry and unfecund my roots die, curling around the earth at our birth is our death first and final breath.