Dumbing myself down,
staring
scrolling the screen,
shedding
my intelligence daily,
I suppose
perhaps, well you know
stop?
Into the pit we stare and stare
then leap into it,
Dumbing
or is it numbing?
To live in this age of instant
you need soma
or some form of coma
to distract ourselves from the Bosch
painting that’s
now come to life, hell on earth…
Oops
that’s too intellectual
better to
dumb myself down right now.
Chris
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Mornings, blessings for new days
reaching out
seeking, we ask, questions for these times,
We know times test us
how can it be?
Let blue sky interrupt our busy minds
keep to the furrow
you ploughed for sixty years, it is straight
it is true.
Let fate decide for others
sisters brothers,
let us peel off labels
Humans we all are here on a beautiful morn
asking how?
in our hearts we know the path, authentic lives
survive the clutter and hate
living counts for something, words have meaning
faith is lived not beaten…
Calendars end, time bends around memory
family and friends lost
we know the cost, we know love never ends.Chris December 2025
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When wind stirs the trees, our
neighbour at his gate
swings a rusty hinge, I know I’m awake.
The birds call constantly, dogs distant bark
at comings and goings while
I emerge from the dark.
Mornings
often find me in places
between sleeping and weeping
for all the dust
in my aching eyes, for all the skies
I chose to ignore
for all the poetry paused for pleasure
or pain, never surfaces again,
I hear you moving
around our home, busy with living
always giving
I pause here, the sounds have stilled
only my thoughts
swirl around me like incense sticks
in the morning light.
Chris
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RIP is not available when you are a star.
I have heard it said that the camera steals the soul,
I heard that in life they courted fame, the lens came with sincere amens,
Followed by fanatics in suits and ties peddling lies
“they knew what they were getting into”
Imagine an afterlife where pinpricks of pain break through each time
each time, every time
someone posts that same image of your face recycled daily, hourly…
fans need validation basking in your long dead light,
candles don’t stay lit in the wind, they die
curlicues of soul smoke soon pass,
Let them rest, let her rest, let the image fade
we still have the films
requiescat in pace.
Chris
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To myself, a plea.
Please release my grip, Lord of the web and screen,
Held captive by my incapacity to cease staring into a void,
absurd little man child boy, all your mild fantasies are on
Repeat.
Please try my grown up voice cries, there are words to reap
lying fallow in your field.
Chris
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Darkness reigns supreme,
we are on the verge of dreams
it seems like each ink well was emptied into the sky,
My one good eye stings, brings me to tears
as my damaged capillaries strain
my unremarkable refrain is a droning inane denial of my own survival,
my essential elemental
being is barely present, in the cooling dull room of 9.45pm…
So I drift off into whatever strange current awaits me,
in the hope of morning light, we tolerate nightmares.
Chris
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Long dreary days
stretch time
twisting my mind in knots,
I wanted
solitude over company…
now
in the paradox of myself
I feel lonely
prone
to dark clouds gathering
over me,
stormy seas of me,
dead trees
of me,
nothingness of me.
This is the best and worst
unrehearsed
me.
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A little poem of place.
My hometown, deemed dreary or too pious
by those in the know,
it always puzzled me, as if it was a choice where we are born
scrolling through the great cities
in the ether,
I pity the shallow soul whose pride is founded on a name
that small step towards exceptionalism,
although we are by no means immune to boast
of our medium size city on the gulf
often flown over by the big-name stars, mocked for its piety
where churches vie with bars for our souls,
all I really know is I was born here, on an arid dusty plain
where the cool change keeps you waiting,
vines and olive trees prosper as immigrant flora banishes
majestic gums,
people here before are still here, they have a reverence
for place rooted in dreaming deep and pure,
we built over their sacred places, while our pink faces
sweated with toil,
my hometown, I love the ground I understand, that is all
we can ever control.
do not extol or laud what you cannot afford, mansions by the water,
rather, turn and embrace son and daughter
in this place, medium sized and often surprised by itself.Chris

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