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  • Concrete

    May 6, 2025
    poetry
    Author’s own

    A poem

    Ancient Romans found use for this grey volcanic ash
    the mixing, meticulously mending, never-ending
    uses for this fine powdery dust,
    We make canyons of from it, our pavements our feet
    pounding on concrete, like my heart cracked
    in crazy eccentricities, but patched up and held together,
    I am deemed serviceable, functional.

    Walking these streets often, pavements can testify
    trees might notice me passing by birds’ flitter flutter away
    dogs bark, I skip half a beat in surprise,
    my eyes on the cold callous concrete at my feet.
    Rome preferred a more ornamental path a mosaic
    even a bare earth path beaten smooth by multitudes
    here it is denser, more immense yet my street
    my living street is quiet as the graves of the long passed,
    we have withdrawn into the dark of the modern,
    plenty filled, glutted and impotent to stir, concrete will suffice
    for the dull soul rushing again, late for the train.

    Chris P

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  • Unread books.

    May 1, 2025
    poetry

    A poem

    I have many books unread
    on my shelves,
    What is wrong with me?

    Chris

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  • Guilt

    May 1, 2025
    poetry

    A poem

    A heavy coat
    stifling
    lead lined pockets
    shoulders
    groaning
    no rest from the weight,


    An old thing…


    Ancient hates
    mixed with the missed
    opportunities
    to be
    a good man…


    Ancient as resentment
    the neighbour
    was there
    you pretended not to see
    to avoid
    conversation,
    guilt adds another layer
    unmoved
    by your hollow prayers,


    At dinner
    last night you didn’t fight
    the racist
    let it slide
    something inside dies
    with each lapse,


    Made an excuse
    skipped
    the dinner party
    to watch
    some crap on TV
    then
    Guilt descends, no chance
    to make amends,
    faint amens
    fail to resonate,


    A heavy thing
    burden
    rue the day, rue the day
    it went away
    when you were drunk
    found its way
    homing pigeon guilt,


    I spilt
    the beans
    when I die, these chains
    these chains
    so heavy

    so

    so heavy

    so

    heavy.

    Chris 2025

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  • Because

    April 29, 2025
    poetry

    A poem

    Because I want it so badly
    it will be denied
    because the talent dried
    I died a little inside,
    because elements conspired
    every day I feel tired,
    because my faith was brittle
    my God expired.

    Seeking but never knowing
    not sure where or why
    I was going,
    because I lacked
    the courage
    or the virtues of my kind,
    that is why
    because, because and because
    the tired explanations
    worn out words
    fail to grasp the retreating tide
    or fill the emptiness
    deep inside,

    Because.

    Chris 2025

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  • I Waited

    April 27, 2025
    poetry

    A song for the stars

    I waited, I waited all night
    for the stars
    to shine, to shine so bright,
    I held my head, held it so tight
    to make the pain go away
    if only the stars would come out tonight.
    I live on the fumes of what might have been
    maybes and might be,
    crazy responsibilities of just being me.
    I waited, waited all the dreary day
    for the ghosts of regret to fade away
    but the sun didn’t shine today
    not for one minute, today.
    I turn to the page, to write it down
    tricky words can’t conjure
    the past or the present away, today
    I can’t clear my mind…
    I’m waiting, waiting for a sign.

    Chris 2025

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  • Thursday morning sun

    April 24, 2025
    poetry

    A poem

    Gentle scenes on this Thursday, this very time and place
    the eternal sun warms the path
    where I sweep while birds dart and wings beat air,
    Take care to nurture the budding thought that Thursday brings
    with love and grace, an invitation to turn and face life,
    Poetry and prose repose in the churning of my mind,
    I sit now to leave something behind and watch the clouds assemble overhead,
    Water gushing in my pond just beyond my view
    where the fruit trees all stand on this piece of land which we own in law but was never ceded,
    we succeeded to divide and rule even my fish have their own country
    to swim unfettered,
    Thursday morning, thoughts collide and collude to create something lasting something worthwhile as a legacy…
    Thursday will pass soon as well as my brief occupation,
    will I be recalled or remembered at all?
    that is not for me to say it should not colour my day, while birds’ flit, fish swim and fruit trees fruit,
    I am here in the present, which even as I write has drifted into the past the only thing that lasts is the soil I rake and shovel,
    my mind teems like that pond, yet I have gone beyond my scope in embracing hope, I found God in the sun that rises above all.

    Chris

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  • Insincerity

    April 20, 2025
    poetry

    My true gift.

    Socrates saw the danger, the poets

    writing, evoking, conjuring

    emotions

    Rousing passion, defying fashion

    rhapsodizing on worlds

    they never visited…

    I have been gifted with insincerity

    writing of suffering

    and love, heavens above! War and peace

    all from my little street

    my dogs at my feet.

    I do not say anything about the minutiae

    that mars my days

    or the thousands of ways I bore myself

    every single day.

    Chris.

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  • Unreal

    April 15, 2025
    poetry

    A poem

    My story seems unreal, A passage of timid steps, In a large, hollow hall.

    Dark portraits glare and frown,

    Why did I choose this skin?

    Why even show up at all?

    This town seems so brown, Even the leaves have fallen, In half light my shadow flits.

    Why did I leave my safe room?

    Why did I say your name aloud?

    The air seems so thin, I spiral and dance like a moth pinned, Drugged and hating the light.

    Why do anything at all?

    When all my dreams betray me?

    Infant, Coward, timid spirit, Words seem made to fit,

    That frame into which I squeeze, That world that loves me leaves me, Cold.

    Chris

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  • Exhaustion

    April 14, 2025
    poetry

    A poem for the weary

    Dense blanket placed over me, that smothering sense of feeling overwhelmed by my fatigue,
    Exhaustion in mind, body and spirit is the default setting in my software now, do I know how to reset it?
    Each soul stumbles on the path and each soul rises to continue the journey; this soul wants to stay put for now…
    The legacy of lethargy greets the retiree stuffed full of visions of unfettered mobility, the freedom to live as you ought
    That comes to nought, sadly, when you are stretched thin by noon and ready to swoon at two!
    Exhausted and deeply disappointed in the unfolding of what has passed and was meant to be, send me Lord some energy.

    Chris

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  • Feeling mostly futile

    April 13, 2025
    poetry

    A poem

    Feeling mostly futile now, found out, left wanting now

    Words won’t flow now, where did it go now, feeling futility as a life choice now

    Poets and writers, all agreed, what ever they are it ain’t me

    Futile to plead, no life to lead now, watch the world implode now

    Mostly futile, a crevice of hope? Yeah, no, and definitely defying any upward trends.

    Chris

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